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I think i can't count how many times i watched this thai movie "a crazy little thing called love" coz everytime i watched this movie it remind me wayback my highschool days.How I kept my feelings to one person, how i waited that he may say "HI" that he may smile on me.That how I wish that he like me too.Since i knew him from elementary days.



I never told anyone coz I'm scared that it create complications. In that age I still don't know how to risk. Until I give up by just trying to appreciate other people, just to forget his existence. And make myself believe that "He is just a GAY" :) Still my life keep on moving on, but I know he had some special space in my heart. I get relationship with other guys but it didn't last. For how many years I haven't seen him anymore, nothing heard bout him. Until one time somebody ask me to go to their house out of my curiosity I went there w/ my friend with no fear...But I was just disappointed seeing him, owned already of such a lucky girl.From then on, I make myself belief that HE IS NOT JUST FOR ME.

But I'm still glad to know, that lately he confessed that wayback those HS days he likes me too, and I have no idea that even in my college days he was just around seeing me a far. Even many years pass by he keep on searching me. If fate works for two people everything will fall in a right time at a right place.If you are mean for each other fate will find ways that you will be together.