Almost 9 Years

It was just yesterday that I could carry him, I heard him crying and laughing. I could hear a

small voice calling me "MAMA". Listening to his song that no words are clearly pronounced. And I could hear a small foot steps running inside the house.

But it's gonna be 9 years this March 24. But he is still that baby that every night before going to sleep we still have fun of tickling each other til we gone sleeping. He is still that baby that you wake him up with the enzy wenzy spider. And he is still that baby asking me to carry him hahaha even that heavy. Still that baby who loves to hug me.

He is my Fel Xyruz aka shawa. Nine years ago my baby boy and now my super hero. As I remember he saw me crying coz I was affected with some people judgement of being a single mother, he told me, "mah, daman gd na nila magdaku ko, t, subong gamay pa ko.." I may feel sorry for him for not giving him a perfect family but I promise that I could give him the love more than a perfect family can give.