The Story of my Pin

It's not about the pouch nor the pretty ribbon on it or the cool earphone and not even

the stripy jacket of mine. But the story behind that pin. It's from Nung Dan from World Youth Day Canada 2002. That was a year where I truly enjoy helping them of fund raising for the delegates. And Nung Dan was one of the delegates. That was also the year where I am trying to be someone else. A time whom I wanted to forget who really I am just to hide whatever pain I had. A struggle that no one could help but the only way is to have a forced amnesia. Trying to show the whole world that I'm okay but the fact I wasn't okay. I felt that I was under the tunnel all I could see was dark and no one with me just me alone. I got all anger inside my heart, vengeance was all inside my mind. And that what makes me fall down that really bring me down. But good thing God made me realized that living with anger couldn't make me happy. Everytime I saw that pin it remind me how God cared for me. Realizing I wasn't alone that time,that there is someone out there who feel triple the pain I felt. And how I stand up after that great fall. Coincidence I saw Nung Dan this morning, I was blessed enough meeting those people who had a special part of me. Thank you to all my neo family.